Title: Wayfaring Stranger: Lost and Found

Author: Amazon X and Ursula

E-mail: yankeestarbuck@yahoo.com and ursula4x@aol.com

Feedback: Why, yes, thank you!

Category: slash, X-over (XF/QAF)

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Alex goes home, to settle old scores.

Archive: We'll send it ourselves.

Disclaimer: Not mine, never were, I have no money.

Amazon X Notes: Well, it too long enough but here is the exciting conclusion to "Wayfaring Stranger". And yes, it's VERY exciting. I oughta know, I just reread it and I was excited all over again! I'd like to thank Ursula for coauthoring this with me. We both went through a rough patch while writing this, and thankfully, we could both be there for each other. It was a great pleasure writing with you, sweet lady. I hope to do it again, very soon. My love to Mama Beast as well, for her amazing beta. What a wonderful lady! Enjoy everyone!

Ursula Notes: Linda and I thought of the idea for this story over a year ago. When we worked out the story frame, we realized we needed a prequel to set the scene. So we wrote Wayfaring Stranger 1. Then we worked on the actual story body over months of time as each of us had the time between the pressures of work and the pleasures of play. I am proud of this story and am proud to co-author with Linda. Our different visions of the characters produced a hybrid that is part of us both. Thanks also to Paula...a.k.a Mama Beast for the insightful beta. We didn't use every suggestions, but we thought about each of them.

OooOooO

Alex Krycek rolled over in the early morning sun to stretch and yawn. His arm bumped the man sleeping next to him, jolting him awake.

"Ow!" he cried, rubbing his forehead.

Alex rolled toward him and kissed the boo-boo. "I'm sorry, Walter. It was an accident. How can I make it better?"

Walter Skinner sat up, blanket slipping aside, and covered Alex's body with his, giving the man a long, deep good-morning kiss. "I would say you could give me the high, hard one, but I don't think I can lie in that position after what we did last night."

"The high, hard one? You are old!" Alex exclaimed as Walter rolled off him. He untangled himself from the sheet which had twisted around his leg and slid out of bed, his ass offering a tempting target for the swat on his ass that Walter gave him.

Alex giggled as he closed the door, satisfying his lover's need for personal privacy. It didn't make any sense to Alex, having his mouth all over his lover, but Walter had a certain old fashioned sense of propriety, and it was a small concession to keeping his lover happy that he closed the door when he used the toilet.

After washing his face and hands, and rinsing his mouth with the orange-flavored stuff Walter liked, Alex walked out, prepared to get back in bed and snuggled, when from behind the door, a huge grizzly bear jumped out at him. Alex's head spun a moment, until the bear laid him out on the bed and straddled his body, baring his teeth and growling. Alex couldn't help but laugh.

"Are you laughing at me?" Walter asked, more mock growling following.

"Um, yeah, I am. Whacha gonna do about it?" Alex mocked back. He was used to Walter playing games like this, and none of them were scary in any sort of way. Once, and only once he'd had a bit of a flashback, but when he smelled Walter's cologne, it brought him back to the moment, back to the lover who cared for him and only wanted to worship his body.

Walter smothered his face and neck with kisses, pausing every few minutes to dive deeply into Alex's mouth, tasting all of his essence. Alex responded with fire and fervor, allowing Walter access to every part of him, regardless of the rough hands he used. It was Walter, the man who loved him and believed in him, who gave up his career and life to be with him. Walter was his safety as he was Walter's.

Walter settled between Alex's legs, pressing into the hole that he'd spent so much time in the night before. He'd put a condom and lube on before his attack and Alex relaxed, letting the long, thick rod slide in where it belonged. "Oh, god, Walter, you are so fuckin' big," he moaned.

Walter latched his teeth into Alex's neck, biting to bruise, but not shed blood. Alex knew talking dirty turned Walter on. "Fuck me hard, lover. Fuck my ass so I can't sit!"

With renewed fervor, Walter braced his arms on the bed and pounded into Alex, harder than he had in a while, knowing that Alex would need to use the foam ring for his chair, but welcomed it anyway. After both men came explosively, they lay together, ignoring the semen that was gluing them together, they held each other, sharing kisses and nuzzles, assuring Alex he was loved and revered.

"Why do you like that, Baby? All the heavy stuff?" Walter asked.

"I like to feel it for a week," was all Alex answered, kissing Walter's face.

"Really? I mean, I get kinda rough with you. Are you sure you like that?"

"Don't you?"

"Well, yes, I do. But I'm asking you."

"It's only you, Walter. I know you'll never hurt me, after what you went through for me," Alex said, "all those years we were apart and now it's almost over. In a few years, the aliens and the project will be fading nightmares."

Walter cleaned himself up and then settled beside Alex. Lying in his lover's arms, Alex couldn't have felt safer in his life. "Let's stay in bed forever," Alex mused before burying his face in Walter's neck, inhaling his after shave and beneath it, the unique smell of his lover's very male scent.

"I would love that, Baby. But you have to write that security manual and I have to work on this month's billing statements." Walter gave Alex a deep kiss on the mouth and sat up from the bed. "I want to know what the execs at Hopkins looked like when the opened in the morning and found you in the CEO's office with your Gameboy."

"I told you! He spit his coffee out and choked for about ten minutes before he calmed down enough to realize his 'world renowned security firm' was fuck-all good against an 'international assassin and spy'. That was a great sell, Big Guy."

"How do you think I can afford this big house you want to continually remodel?" Walter said before walking into the bathroom. Alex waited for the telltale flush and then barged in to join Walter in the shower. The rule was about toileting, not about washing afterward.

Later that morning, Alex sat at his computer sipping coffee and downloading his email. He had a boring morning of writing ahead of him, before he would start on the next chapter of his fan fiction novel. He'd loved "Andromeda" since he first saw it and knew that Captain Hunt didn't really like that blonde chick. He'd rather have the brainy blond twink, just the way Walter wanted him. Alex was far from a twink, but Walter still wanted him, still felt young around him, as if Walter was actually old. Alex laughed to himself at the thought; his lover had more energy and more stamina than any one Alex had ever known.

When an email popped up with an address reading MamaDeb@thepitts.com, he choked on his coffee, causing Skinner to look up from his desk across the room. They shared a large den as an office, but both sides were decorated in radically different styles. Skinner had a big desk, dark mahogany wood and a rich burgundy leather chair. His bookshelf and computer armoire matched the same dark wood, and there was a deep, thick brown rug under everything.

Alex's side was the polar opposite, all light-colored wood, glass and metal. Everything was as new age and futuristic as possible on the bare wood floor. Alex liked simplicity, so he only used a laptop with everything optical and wireless. With so much infrared around, Walter was sure one of them would get cancer soon enough.

"You OK, Alex?" Walter asked, starting to stand.

"Yes, fine, thanks," he coughed out. "Email caught me...funny."

Alex sat stunned for a moment, thankful Walter dismissed his coughing fit with a nod. The subject read "Come Home", and it was most definitely from Debbie. He could just picture her threatening Ted for his secure email address and then badgering Brian until he let her send the message, after she forced him to create the account for her and type the message for her. It was short and to the point.

"Lex, there was a boy murdered and left in the dumpster. It sounded like the way those men wanted to leave you. Come home, maybe you can help me find his name. Love, Mom."

Alex fought with all his might not to cry, not to vomit, not to run screaming from the room. He'd been through too much the last few years. Hong Kong and all the lovely pharmaceuticals Jeri got for him, the alien possession, the silo, his arm, hunting the aliens, Tunisia, faking his death, spending a year in the regeneration chamber for his arm and head. And now to finally being happy with Walter, who took retirement instead of trying to get promoted after Kersh was ousted. No, Walter proclaimed to the astonished director that he was just a silly fairy who wanted to give blowjobs for the rest of his life. His retirement party was well attended, not only by the large number of FBI agents who loved and respected him, but by the minority who just wanted to see what gossip said was true.

Alex got up and went to the kitchen to empty his cup and wash it. He needed to get a hold of himself. He had other work to do, with the security company he and Walter were running as a money front for the resistance. Mulder and Scully were almost done, using the magnetite to stop the super soldiers and the aliens, exposing the remains of the Project to the clean white light of publicity just as Alex had told Mulder to do so long ago before they went to Russia. They would be finished soon and then they could reclaim their son from the Van De Kamps.

There was so much to do. It was already April 15th; Skinner must be reviewing their taxes, even though they were done in January, the money spent on a week in Aruba sunning their buns and drinking Margaritas on the beach.

There was no way he was going back to that freezing burgh, not if he was in his right mind. As much as he missed Debbie, the way she...no, there was nothing back there but hurt, hate and heartbreak. Pittsburgh, on the whole, no matter what friends he made there, was not good for him, in any way, shape or form.

Alex poured a glass of orange juice for himself and went back to work, determined to push the thoughts of Debbie, the dead boy and his former life as Lex as far back in his mind as he could, relegating it back to its cobwebbed corner for another dozen years or so.

If it were that simple, Alex would have been happy. If it were that simple, Walter would never have known, never found out, never be aware of what his lover went through.

OooOooO

Walter didn't know what was in the email, but that had to be the catalyst for the months of strangeness that he and Alex went through afterward. It didn't seem like a big deal at first. Alex just seemed a little nervous to Walter. He didn't want to go to the bar with him, their favorite bar, Breezers. No, Alex wanted to stay home, cuddle on the couch, watching television with all the lights on. Which was very odd, considering, Alex didn't really like television much at all.

Then, he would want to make love for hours, with the lights out. But Walter needed to speak to him the whole time. He'd even asked Walter not to wear deodorant, but to smell really gamy. Walter knew his body scent was particular, but not unpleasant. He would maintain the highest level of personal hygiene, but if he did not use deodorant soap and an antiperspirant, he would be ripe by midday, especially when the weather got warmer. Alex did not care. He professed to like a stinky lover.

The calm lovemaking was fine by Walter. Alex was so very tactile, always wanting to touch and taste far longer and with more imagination and passion than any other lover Walter had been with. After a while, though, he became frantic in bed, wanting to hurry through their time together to get to sleep. Walter thought it was very strange, and finally asked Alex about his odd behavior. He'd spent enough time, the entire summer, dealing with it.

Alex sat on the couch in the living room, watching "Spartacus" and drooling over the gladiators, sweating and fighting on the sleek plasma TV. Once upon a time, Alex would be the one sweating as he danced at the club.

"Alex, I need to talk to you. It's important." Alex nodded and with a sad sigh, turned off the television.

"What, lover?" he asked. Alex had a way of getting Walter to forget what he was trying to discuss, usually by exposing some of his body. Walter was focused this time.

"What has been going on?" Walter looked intently into Alex's eyes, the jade depths hidden by quivering eyelashes.

"What do you mean?" Alex asked.

"I mean, you are becoming a completely different man," Walter said. You're having nightmares and not only won't you tell me what they're about. You're either shoving me away so hard I fall out of bed or you pull me so close, you bruise me. This is...very weird. And not like you at all."

"I'm just...having some bad dreams. It's no big deal."

Walter stood and swiped a hand over his smooth pate. He went to the oak bar and poured a glass of scotch, foregoing the ice. He took a sip, trying to calm himself. Fighting with Alex would not get him to answer the questions he asked any faster or more honestly. Since they'd reunited as a couple, they laid down ground rules, and "no lies" was one of the top five.

"Alex, I love you more than anyone I've ever loved in my life. You know that. You mean more to me than anyone and anything. I need you to be straight with me. What was in that email last spring that set you off?" Walter asked, standing straight and looking directly in Alex's eyes. Alex turned his head a bit, looking away, his eyelashes veiling his eyes.

Walter always caught Alex in his lies when he looked him in the eyes.

Putting his hand on Alex's shoulder, Walter said, "Look at me! I want to know why you're so highly strung lately. If I don't make a sound before touching you from behind, you flinch. If I reach for you in bed while you're laying on...Oh, God, Alex...all those years as a fucking investigator and it just clicks now. Who hurt you?"

The calm exterior that Alex always wore in the face of accusations broke briefly. Anyone who didn't really know Alex wouldn't have seen it, but Walter knew right away he'd made contact with a memory that Alex had locked away for a long time and used the pain to make him stronger, to get through things like losing his arm, being in Tunisia, and eventually, submitting to having his entire body regenerated to return to the fight in perfect shape for the battles yet to come. Pity the process that wiped one's body of scars didn't do the same for the brain.

"It was a long time ago..." Alex started, then stood and said, "Pour me some vodka and meet me on the back porch. We should talk about this where I can wander around and get it all out."

Walter was quick to pull Alex's favorite vodka, Stolichnaya infused with vanilla, from the freezer and pour two glasses. He sat and listened while his lover told him about the times between when he'd left Walter sprawled in the stairwell, and when he'd arrived in Hong Kong. He'd always left out the details, saying he stayed with friends, and Walter finally understood just how good those friends were.

He'd seen checks to the Waylon Fund in Pittsburgh, but just thought Alex was donating to a generic charity for the tax write off. He never saw them, now that he thought about it, in Alex's monthly statements of deductions. Things were beginning to fall into place.

When Alex was finally finished with his story, about friends he'd made, and the ultimate hurt and humiliation they had helped him through, he knew Alex would feel better for having told him everything. He stood to settle beside Alex leaning against the railing of the wraparound porch, and put his arm on Alex's shoulder. Alex pulled away.

"Please, just...don't touch me right now. I'm there, in my head, right back there on Liberty Avenue, worrying about Deb and Vic and Michael and...I can't call her. She wants me to help her find the guy who killed the kid. I can't go back there, Walter. I can't."

The tears were freely streaming down Alex's face as he finished the last of his drink. He walked past Walter into the house to put his glass into the sink, run the water, and splash some on his face. He stood there a moment, indicating to Walter that touching was welcomed again. They had a very strange unspoken language, each knowing the other's mannerisms as means of invitations or declinations.

Walter slipped his arms around Alex's waist, prompting the younger man to turn and bury his face in Walter's strong neck. He cried a few more minutes before standing up straight and looking out the window. It was a clear night, still chilly. "Deb's probably still be awake, watching 'Gay as Blazes' reruns." He looked up at Walter's face. "I don't know if I can..."

"Baby, go call your mother," Walter said softly, pushing Alex towards the phone. Walter knew Alex's history, growing up to the present day. And now, he knew everything. With his quiet words, he accepted Debbie as Alex's Mom, something he knew that Alex needed.

Wiping the last tears from his cheeks, Alex walked to the phone and lifted the receiver. He dialed the number from memory, impressing Walter deeply. There was a pause while it rang and Walter could hear the loud, "Hello!" on the other end.

Alex took a deep breath and squeezed his eyes shut. "Hi, Mom. It's Lex."

OooOooO

"Angel! Holy Fucking Christ! What took you so fucking long to call me back, you little shit!" Alex winced at her words, but knew they were meant with love and concern.

"I'm sorry...I just...I mean..." He couldn't stop from stuttering.

"I know, Angel. I know what you're trying to say. It's OK, Lex. Just...come home. This is your home. It'll always be your home."

Her voice was soft and soothing, the way she soothed him when he had nightmares and called out for Walter. He needed to tell her. "I, uhm...I've been living in a really nice home, Mom. With someone...a while now."

"Oh, Angel, that's so great. Who is he?" She sounded like she still loved him, the way she did so many years before.

"Mom, it's...Walter." Her squeal of delight brought him to tears.

"Oh, that's wonderful! You better bring him to meet me, damn it. I know how much he means to you. Oh, Angel, it's so fucked up around here. You have to come home. Bring Walter with you. I'm dying to meet him."

Alex paused a moment. He wanted to ask, but it hurt to think about the way...what they did to him. "Mom, I just...I don't know if it's safe to come back. It might not be safe for you."

"Look, kid, I need you to come here and look at someone's picture. I think one of the men that hurt you killed himself after he was identified as having killed Jason Kemp."

Alex was shocked back to the moment he was raped, when he first felt Thing One breach his body. "Wh...who's J-Jason Kemp?"

"He was the boy that I found in the dumpster behind the diner, Lex. They got him. As soon as the dust settled, I sent that email. I need you, Angel. We have to find the other man."

Alex took a deep breath and willed his voice steady. After all he'd endured in his life, after all the Consortium bullshit, alien possession and imprisonment, his arm, everything, this one little situation could bring him to his knees with fear. "Yeah, Mom, Walter and I will come to see you. I'll help you."

"OK, Angel, we'll be waitin' for ya! Hurry!" She hung up on him, knowing that she was telling the whole diner about him. He stood there for a moment, shaking and crying, letting go, yet again. Walter, who had stood outside the room listening, was beside him, pulling his against the broad, muscled chest and stroking his hair gently.

"Oh, Alex, I'm sorry you have to relive all that horror. We'll get the bastards that did this to you, I promise."

"Bastard. Just one."

Walter pulled back and looked down at him. "I thought you said..."

"He killed himself. Well, that's what Mom thinks. I don't know the whole story. She wants to meet you."

Walter smiled. "Meet me? Yeah, we can do that."

"I don't know if I can. I mean...of everything that happened...I..."

A large paw swept through Alex's sable, unruly hair. "This is the worst, isn't it? I'm just thankful that since I couldn't be there for you, you had support. At least, if nothing else, let's go so I can thank them. Please."

Alex nodded and smiled. "Of course, Walter. We'll go."

And so the decision was made. Of course, they needed to conclude their business with the security firm they were working with, then alert their clients they'd be gone for a while. Walter figured on a week, two at the most. They locked up the car and the truck, let the security company know they were out, and got into the rented Expedition. They shared the driving, but the four hour trip flew by quickly, with both men burying their noses in books when they weren't driving. Alex pulled the truck down Liberty Avenue, feeling the familiar warmth of brotherhood as he watched the pairs of men, and women, walking hand in hand, arm in arm, kissing and touching and laughing openly. It was truly coming home.

Alex had warned Walter that it would be very cold, being almost Thanksgiving. Pennsylvania embraced the cold weather early, and held on tight. They packed sweaters and jackets and coats, knowing full well they'd also end up buying more clothing. Alex parked the SUV down the street from the diner and they stood together on the sidewalk. Alex just looked down the block as if seeing ghosts.

"We should get indoors, Baby. It's too cold out here." Walter was always the voice of reason. Alex took his hand and pulled him to the diner. The colorful decorations made both men smile, with dozens of pride rainbows streaming in the wind. Alex pushed the door open and quickly surveyed the small, quiet crowd.

"Mom! I'm home!"

OooOooO

"Angel!" Debbie yelled and opened her arms to enfold him. It was like holding a stray cat. He never felt this wary. He also never had this much bulk, solid and well muscled flesh rather than the lean length of the boy he had been. When he met her eyes, she saw so much pain. He had been hurting when she knew him, but now he looked as if he had been to hell and back. She could see faint marks of scars on his face and, although his eyes still seemed wary, he seemed more confident, more likely to deal with danger by fighting than by running. Oddly, he was even more beautiful than she remembered as if life had carved away everything of the pretty boy, leaving this wounded warrior.

"This is my Walter," Lex said, nodding his head toward the man with him.

Well, Lex's Walter was Debbie's wet dream. Tall, built like a stack of brick outhouses. Things rippled when he moved and those tight hips and that high round ass made Debbie want to try for a conversion.

Then Walter reached out, placing the tip of his hand on Lex's elbow. It was a small gesture, but it said a mint. 'He's mine,' Walter's attitude said, 'and I'm his.' Walter's body inclined toward Alex's, protective, possessive, intimate.

"Hey," said Debbie. "You look fucking fantastic. Your Walter must be good for you."

Oh man, look at that. The look Lex gave Walter was pure radiant love and wonder. Someone had found his knight in shining armor, but it wasn't no fucking princess. Debbie winced as she thought for a moment about her dreams. She always told herself that she was better off without, but that was just sour grapes.

"I thought you would never come home," Debbie said. "All this time, wondering, afraid for you..."

"I had a world of trouble in my life," Lex said. "It's just now got to the point when I could come here without putting you all in danger."

"Are you in trouble, Angel?" Debbie asked.

"Not anymore," Lex replied. "There's so much that has happened. You wouldn't believe most of it."

"Yeah?" Debbie inquired, "You trying to act all mysterious? Michael used to do that when he was a kid. Thought he was a fucking comic book hero."

Lex's Walter chuckled at that. He had a great laugh, sexy as hell. "Alex does mysterious pretty well. Ms. Novotny."

"Don't I know! Didn't realize until he left that he really never told us much," Debbie said. "He mentioned you though, his Walter."

The man looked pleased. He glanced at Lex and said, "He was on my mind a lot, too."

Brian came strutting up, his hazel eyes summing up Walter's appearance and dismissing him. "Lex, you came back. Looks like the world's been treating you better. No more stray cat."

"I was more like a stray rat," Lex replied. Debbie could see that Lex did not want Brian to spill anything about the brief relationship they'd had.

Debbie joined her warning glance to Lex's, but Brian shrugged it off.

Justin, bless his heart, smelled a rival. Brian's light of loves were one thing, but a mysterious stranger from the past with Lex's looks was another thing.

"Hello. Brian, are you going to introduce me to your old friend?" Justin asked. He emphasized the old in a catty way. Sometimes, Debbie thought that Justin and Brian deserved each other.

"Justin, this is Lex Arntzen, as you said, an old friend," Brian said.

"Alex Krycek, actually," Lex corrected. "That's my real name."

Lex glowed when he looked towards his partner. "This is Walter Skinner, my lover."

Debbie saw that Walter did not like what he saw when he looked at Brian. When Justin claimed his territory, curling his body as close to his lover as possible, Walter's face went two shades toward beet. Debbie knew Justin well enough to know he was nineteen going on ninety. Hell, Brian was good with his young lover in ways no one expected, protecting him and trying to encourage him to continue his studies. Everyone was used to the age difference by now, but Lex's friend wasn't happy with it obviously.

"I'm Justin Taylor," Justin said, "A very close friend of Brian's."

"How old are you?" Walter asked. He sounded like a cop and Justin bristled in response.

His voice dripping with snotty defiance, Justin said, "Old enough. I date older men. Not as old as you, though."

"Justin!" Debbie reproved.

Tossing his hair like a diva, Justin trotted his tight little ass across the floor to sulk in a booth.

Lex...Alex laughed. Debbie didn't hear Lex laugh often, but she remembered his laugh. It had been delightful. Now, he sounded happy and his Walter smiled at the sound.

"Brian, him?" Alex asked. "I thought you don't believe in long term relationships?"

"It's not," Brian said. "Justin is...he's...Ah, shit, we're not exclusive. He's just the guy I fuck more than once or twice."

"We are exclusive," Walter said, his hand on Alex's arm again to emphasize his words. He pulled himself straighter and puffed his chest.

Debbie said, "I think it's wonderful that you got back together. Did Lex go back to you when he left here?"

"Not then," Alex said. "It was years later."

"Oh," Debbie said, hearing the pain. "Anytime you want to talk."

"Thanks," Alex said, in a tone suggesting that he would rather be dragged over hot coals. Well, that hadn't changed. Alex was no more inclined to open up than Lex had been.

"What's with all the decorations?" Alex asked.

"Oh, we're celebrating!" Emmett said. "The defeat of the candidate from hell!"

"Let me put some food up for you while the guys tell you what's been happening on Liberty Avenue," Debbie said.

OooOooO

"Stockwell was shutting down all of our places, busting guys for anything, running campaigns that made us look like the greatest danger to the straights that every existed. If he had won, life wouldn't have been worth living," Justin said. "Brian was running the ads for the asshole, making him look like the all around family guy with an edge," Justin said.

Alex remembered thinking that Spender would have loved to get his hooks into Brian. Brian had morals so situational that they hardly merited the name morals. "Seems self defeating," Alex remarked. "Whatever money you received, you wouldn't enjoy spending it in a homophobic nightmare of repression."

"It was a challenge," Brian said. "A product is a product. I'm not supposed to decide whether it was moral or not. I'm supposed to sell it. My job was to make consumers buy Stockwell. That's what I did."

Emmett sniffed dramatically. Alex glanced his way, suddenly aware that a couple of people were missing. Where the hell were Michael and Ted? He thought Ted and Emmett were glued together. They were a set.

Emmett said, "You make your excuses, Brian. I nearly froze my beautiful ass off when all the places to fuck closed."

A roll of the eyes and Brian said, "He lost, didn't he?"

"No thanks to you," Emmett replied.

Brian gave a strange, smug look in response to that. He was as always, keeping secrets. Brian was a natural born spy. Alex wondered what this one was. Something about this asshole Stockwell...

"So what brought the guy down?" Alex asked. He leaned toward Walter, wanting to know his lover was close. He hated feeling this way. He had always been able to take care of himself except after being assaulted here and when he lost his arm. Walter wasn't supposed to be his protector even if he was protective by nature. Alex wanted to love as an equal, not be weak and dependent. Shit. And here he was, two hairs from falling apart.

This was a fucking stupid idea. He wasn't handling this very well. He had to get his shit together or he wouldn't be worth anything to Debbie.

"We had a lot of rallies," Debbie said, "a big community meeting to meet the candidate, but we were ready. We had the victims of all the gay bashing around here and we had the kid who was killed. The one we found in the dumpster."

"Like me," Alex said, shuddering. Walter's hand came up, resting on his shoulder. "I'm fine," Alex lied.

"Right," Walter said, sounding as if his patience was being tried. "I'm here, Alex. Let me be here for you."

"Yeah," Alex replied, reaching his hand up to cover Walter's. "I'm trying. It's still hard."

"To be here?" Walter asked.

"No, to let anyone care," Alex replied.

"Get used to it," Walter replied.

Damn, Walter was a man.

His man. And that felt pretty good to think.

OooOooO

Everything was okay until Justin unrolled the poster. Before he saw the poster, the story had made Alex feel good, even lifting the habitual cynicism with which he viewed the world. Maybe it wasn't the defeat of alien invaders, but it was a human victory and they were important too.

The kid, Justin, had done most of the talking. Damn brat reminded Alex a little of both Mulder and Brian, sexy, self-centric like both Brian and Mulder, but as self righteous as Mulder at his worst.

"I got kicked out of school when they caught me making these," Justin said. He unrolled a coil of stiff paper.

Alex, at first, just caught the style, but when he saw the face, his knees buckled. His mind blanked out and if hadn't nearly fainted, he would have probably ran all the way back to DC.

He must have blacked out for a while, because the next thing he knew, he was in Debbie's nap room, his feet up in Walter's lap while Debbie sponged his head with a cool cloth. His throat hurt as if he had been screaming.

"Angel? Was it something about that poster? Something about Stockwell?"

"No, it wasn't," Alex lied. "It was just being back here."

Walter took his hand. Alex held on for dear life. He could see a trace of hurt in Walter's eyes as if his lover suspected that he wasn't being truthful yet Alex couldn't force the words out. He was back in the past where no one ever believed him, not about an upstanding member of the community like Stockwell.

"I shouldn't have made you face this," Walter said. "I'm sorry, Alex."

"No," Alex said, "I wanted to see everybody again. I'll be fine. Let me up."

"I'm here for you," Walter said, his big hand still holding Alex's.

Alex's head slowly cleared. Could he be wrong? Was the man in the poster, the fucking police chief, the other guy who raped him?

His memories were a jumble. He hadn't really seen the guy clearly. He could have just projected the guy's face onto the ominous figure that Justin had created with his graphics.

"So, Justin? Is that guy still police chief?" Alex asked.

"Sort of, but the new mayor is keeping tight reins. I guess he thinks if he fires the guy that it would look bad because the chief ran against him. His contract runs out in a few months and the city council probably won't renew it. There are too many questions. Conspiracies."

"I know about conspiracies," Alex said. He had thought CSM Spender was the most frightening man he ever had met. His head knew that his old enemy had posed a major risk to humankind, but his body told him that Stockwell was a horror. It made him feel sick with terror and with disgust for himself. Stockwell had reduced him to a suffering body and taken even the shreds of dignity that Spender had left him. His fear of Stockwell was personal, not like the way he had felt about Spender. Alex's stomach churned.

Damn, Alex realized he was going to lose it. He ran for the bathroom, barely making it in time not to disgrace himself.

Walter followed, of course. Alex waved him out, not wanting his lover to see him like this.

A long time later, Alex emerged to find Walter waiting with Debbie.

"The guys will close up for me," Debbie said. "Come on, Angel, let's go home."

OooOooO

The bed was a double, not enough room even for lovers when the lovers were as tall and well built as the two of them. It was a relief when Debbie left. Walter liked her, he really did, but he wanted to be alone with Alex.

Old habit made Walter pull on pajamas before going to bed. Sharon had insisted that he wear nice pajamas to bed when they stayed at a hotel or with friends. Alex wouldn't care. He preferred Walter naked, but Sharon had trained Walter well. He was always closed the toilet seat even when Alex was the one who had left it up. He never drank out of milk cartons or scratched himself in public. Alex had inherited a well trained husband whether he wanted one or not.

Alex came back, pink scrubbed. Alex always loved to bathe. Hell, their bathroom was sybaritic, one of the best furnished rooms in their home. However, lately he had been showering or bathing several times a day. Still wet, Alex got into bed, huddled away from Walter.

"Alex," Walter said, sounding grief stricken even to his own ears. "Alex, don't do this to yourself."

Touching him felt like touching rock beneath the velvet of his flesh. This was not what Walter hoped would happen. His hand remained on Alex's shoulder, not forcing, but offering.

Slowly, almost reluctantly, Alex turned. Walter moved a little closer and Alex folded into his arms, head buried in Walter's shoulder. "Spender always said I was weak. Mulder used to call me a coward every time he saw me. Guess they knew me."

"You're no coward. Even Mulder knows that now. You are brave and beautiful," Walter said.

Alex opened his robe and unbuttoned Walter's pajama top. "I need to feel you," Alex explained.

"And, kiss you," Alex added, following through with a tentative kiss. Walter gathered him even closer and the kiss became passionate.

Walter's tongue found Alex's unique flavor beneath the guise of mouthwash and toothpaste. He nuzzled Alex's neck, inhaling him deep, the scent beneath the soap telling him that this was his lover, his mate. Their hands explored each other, finding those familiar places that gave the most pleasure.

Alex's lips parted beneath his and Walter's tongue became a gentle, but relentless invader. Alex's moan vibrated beneath Walter's lips. Walter could feel Alex's cock becoming insistent as it pressed against his groin. His own had no problem joining the joust of flesh. Alex's hands pushed down his pajama bottoms and the two paused to remove the barriers to bare flesh.

Alex's leg rode over Walter's and Walter started to think he wanted to be fucked.

At which point, there was a rap on the door, a cheerful voice yelling, "Ovaltine? There's nothing like a good cup of Ovaltine."

And damn if Debbie wasn't in the room.

The two men sprang apart, clutching bed sheet and blankets to conceal wilting erections.

Walter seriously thought about pulling the covers over his mortified face.

"Did I interrupt something?" Debbie asked, not quite as innocently as she probably wanted to sound.

'Mom!!" Alex said. "Damn Mom, you knock and then you wait."

"Well, I didn't know," Debbie said. "I'm sorry."

However, Debbie didn't move to leave the room. She picked up the strewn garments and said, "I'll just add these to the wash. Now don't bother getting up. I'll pour for you right in the bed."

Walter waited in horror for Debbie to tuck herself right into the bed with them, but it didn't happened. She went around to the night table and set down a steaming cup of Ovaltine and a plate of cookies. "Alex always liked a cup of cocoa or Ovaltine before going to bed. This is going to be so much fun. Just like old times."

Clutching an armload of pajamas and underwear, Debbie blew Alex a kiss and said, "I'll pick up the dirty dishes later. Don't move a muscle."

Alex's machine gun chuckle was almost worth the surprise and embarrassment of Debbie's entrance.

Almost.

Walter waited until he was sure Debbie was out of hearing distance and said, "Love, we are going to a hotel tomorrow night. I don't think I can take this another night."

"Yeah," Alex agreed. "Deb can be a little bossy and intrusive, but she means well. I think she loved me back to life when all that shit came down on me. These people here gave me understanding, help, even love when I thought I had lost everything."

Guilt flooded over Walter. He said, "I know. Forget about it. We can stay here. Push a dresser up against the door or drug her if we want to make love."

Alex chuckled again and said, "No, we go to the hotel. Making love to you makes me feel safe."

Pouncing on his lover, Walter tickled his ribs and said, "Just safe? That's all you feel when we have sex?"

'No, no, no," Alex said. "Come on! Uncle!"

Letting up before Alex's plea brought Debbie back down on them, Walter said, "We'll stay at the nicest hotel in Pittsburg."

"Well, it's better than Jersey," Alex said with a smirk, "No St. Petersburg, but it's my second home. Here, drink your Ovaltine. Debbie will be back to tuck us in soon."

"That's what I was afraid of," Walter remarked.

Still, Debbie's intrusion had lifted Alex's spirits and made him laugh, which he surely needed as much as he needed Walter's love-making. Maybe coming here wasn't as bad a mistake as Walter feared it would be.

Alex fell asleep in his arms, an Ovaltine mustache above his pretty mouth. Walter stroked his lover's forehead and promised that he would keep him safe here. There were ghosts in Alex's past, but maybe a few could be put to rest.

Walter hoped.

OooOooO

Walter and Alex woke early and made their way through their morning routines quickly. Debbie had already made her way down to the diner, so they decided to join her there for breakfast. When they walked in, Alex's two missing faces, he wished for the day before, were there waiting. Michael was the first to step over with a handshake to Alex, and then a polite hello to Walter. A blonde man brought up the rear behind him. "Lex, this is Ben, my boyfriend."

"Alex, actually. I prefer that. Ben, it's nice to meet you." Alex smiled and Walter immediately put a hand on his forearm. "Walter, Michael is the kind soul whose bedroom we slept in last night."

Walter nodded. Behind Ben came a familiar face, one looking tired and sad, but hopeful. The man looked at Alex and Alex couldn't stop himself. He threw his arms around new man, causing Walter to cock his head and look carefully.

"Teddy, it's so good to see you," Alex said quietly. He pulled back and said, "This is my Walter. Walter, this is Theodore Schmidt, my friend. Ted and I have kept loosely in touch these last years. How have you been, Ted?"

"Oh, lots of things have happened, but we can talk about it later, I guess. I...um...I have to go, but...we can get together later?"

Alex looked down at Ted, trying to comprehend what was going on in the man's head. He would call Teddy later, and get to the bottom of his absence. Walter waited for Alex to get into the booth first, and was surprised to find Emmett slide in behind him. He'd enjoyed spending time with Emmett, who was your typical southern belle queen. It was a joy to see a real honest to god queen in all of his glory.

"So, you're the Walter that Lex...um...Alex was yearning for all those years ago. We were wondering if he'd just been delirious and dreamed you up." Emmett smiled widely and looked Walter up and down. Alex knew when his man was being checked out. Walter had winced when Justin called him old, and Alex never considered Walter old. Mature and experienced, yes, but never old. No, Walter was a big bear that needed to love and be loved, and never showed his age.

"No, I exist. We dated some before Alex...wandered off," Walter explained. Alex could hear the caution in his voice and he was thankful. It was far too early to tell them about what he had been through, what he had put Walter through, even if they knew most things from what was told to the press.

"Well, thank God for that. I swear, Alex sure knows how to pick 'em, huh? First Brian, now you. Well, I suppose you were around before Brian, huh?" Emmett cheerfully ran on about how Brian and Alex sniffed around each other a while, like wary dogs, until finally giving in. Walter looked at Alex pointedly and Alex didn't know what to say. "Oh my God, you didn't...know...did you? Oh, Alex, honey, I'm sorry! My Aunt Lula always told me I ran off at the mouth."

Alex knew he was in for it. He tried not to talk about his time in Pittsburgh, and just felt that talking about Brian wasn't necessary. He'd kept so many secrets from Walter, and the big, beautiful man just always took it in stride and said that it was part and parcel of loving one Alex Krycek, rat bastard. They always laughed at that nickname, and Alex knew Walter was kidding when he said it. This time, maybe Walter would say it, and mean it.

"It's OK. I don't care what Alex did when I wasn't there. The past is the past. What's important is what's now." Alex looked into Walter's rich brown eyes and could barely keep the tears from welling up. That man truly loved him.

"I keep trying to tell Michael that, but he thinks it's just a bunch of Buddhist nonsense," Ben said, pinching Michael's side.

"I do not! I just think that...you know, the past is important." Alex smiled widely at the ever-present whininess of Michael's protests. Some things truly never change.

"Buddhism isn't about ignoring the past, Mikey," Alex started. "We must be ever-mindful of the past, but that shouldn't hinder our movement forward. I'm sure Ben has told you that, as well."

Ben cocked his eyebrow at Alex and asked, "Where did you study?"

"I didn't. After I left Pittsburgh, I spent a number of months in Hong Kong, picking up the language and some religion. And a heroin habit. The only things I kept were my love of shark fin soup and all forms of cooked groupa, and a huge dislike for airports."

The table got quiet, and Emmett excused himself to the bathroom. Michael looked pointedly Alex and said, "Ted and Emmett were together for a while." Immediately, Alex smiled. Whereas, he knew the kind of slut Emmett could be, he also know that the man was looking for a boyfriend, and not casual lovers. Michael didn't return his smile. "Some things happened here, thanks to our police commissioner, and Ted's website got him into trouble. Long story short, he was using crystal meth for a while, and he's finally gotten himself clean."

"Oh, God, not my Teddy," Alex said. He shook his head, immediately feeling guilty that he hadn't kept in closer contact with his friends.

"Lex," Brian started, "don't go there. This isn't something you could have prevented by coming here and trying to fix it. Ted took care of himself when he needed to. Anyway, Emmett and he aren't...together anymore. So...let it go around him, OK?"

"Sure, no problem." Alex thinks back to when he first met Emmett, thinking the man just a silly queen, and learning that Emmett might talk a lot, but what he said mattered.

When Emmett returned, Alex noticed Justin walk by with a dish bin tucked under his arm. "He works here?" Alex asked.

"Oh, yeah, he's got your job. Had your room for a while, too. His family was less than thrilled when he came out."

"If my mom were alive, she would have sent me to the monastery!" Alex commented. The table again became quiet. "That's why I chose Deb as my mom," he said quietly.

"See, Mikey? Wish hard enough, you'll have a brother to fight your battles." Leave it to Brian to save the conversation with a smartass comment, thought Alex.

"Somebody bothering you, little brother?" Alex said, smiling.

Michael smiled back. "I'll be sure to get you to beat 'em up for me, big brother," he said, giggling.

Justin walked by, carrying his dish bin and smiled at everyone at the table. "Hey, Justin! I didn't know you worked here," Alex said. "I used to do that when I was here."

"Well, isn't that special?" Justin said, bitchy attitude dripping from each word.

"Yeah, when his parents didn't appreciate his...'lifestyle', he stayed in your room, too," Brian explained.

"MY room, damnit," Michael whined. Everyone laughed with him.

Justin looked down at Alex and stated, "But I'll bet you didn't lose your virginity to Brian, or live with him?" He tilted his head up and looked down his pert little nose. Alex could smell a fight brewing.

"Justin, I'm not in competition with you. I'm just observing our similarities. I'm here to visit. Don't forget, in a little while, I'll be going home." Alex locked on with Justin's hazel eyes. Alex noticed they reminded him a lot of Mulder's eyes.

Justin nodded and went back to work, trying to get as much done before making his way back to school. Alex turned to Walter and said, "I should show you around, you know. Pittsburgh is a pretty cool place, if you have the right guide." Alex loved using that line from "Silence of the Lambs" on Walter, knowing Walter hated Dr. Chilton and was happy the man became dinner.

"I think that's a great idea. We can do some shopping..."

"Shopping! That's my department," Emmett stated. "Lex...uh, Alex, sorry. It'll take some getting used to. You've been the infamous Lex for a decade."

"It's OK, Em, I still love you," Alex said and smiled. "Yes, Walter, shopping with Emmett is an amazing experience. Trust me, you'll never go back to Wrangler jeans again," he stage whispered.

"Wranglers?" Emmett cried, a dramatic hand draped across his forehead. "Are you sure you're gay?"

"He's gay, all right," Alex attested, "but he's a good old boy. Got them style issues, I'm afraid."

With a kiss on Debbie's cheek from then entire pack, and some lemon bars for the road, the group made their way out of the diner. Brian and Justin excused themselves, with Brian driving Justin to school. Emmett and Michael started leading Alex and Walter down Liberty Avenue, in a direction Alex knew all too well. "Mikey, why are you taking me to Buzzy's? I never read comics, you know that."

"I bought it," Michael stated proudly.

"No way! That's fucking awesome, babe," Alex said, pressing a kiss to Michael's cheek. He looked over at Walter, whose cheeks had gained a little color. "Walter, I'm sorry. There's something about being home that makes me into a cuddly, raging queen."

"I noticed," was all Walter offered.

"Well, if a raging queen is what you become here, what are you like most of the time, Lex...uh, Alex." Emmett gave Alex a sadly pretty pout.

"Usually, Alex is very driven, works very hard, low key and quiet. The difference is...it takes getting used to."

Alex looked into Walter's deep brown eyes and asked, "Am I bothering you?"

After a breath and a smile, Walter shook his head. "No, Baby, not at all. It's interesting to see you like this. You're really gay."

He and Alex laughed heartily, getting strange looks from Emmett and Michael. Alex reached out and patted Emmett's shoulder. "We have a running joke that we're not really gay. Neither of us are at all queen, we can't decorate a house or coordinate a 'fah-bu-lus' outfit, so we must not really be gay. We like beer and sports and farting and shit like that. DC has a very quiet gay population. They all live in Georgetown near the college."

"That must suck, keeping who you are under wraps," Michael said.

"Bullshit, little man. I hide from no one. I retired from the bureau. The fucking president can kiss my ass. And that's what I told the bastard the last time he offered the directorship to me." Walter's grumble warmed Alex's belly. They all knew how important Walter had been to the bureau, but they probably didn't make the connection with the suited, bespectacled man on TV in the Senate hearings to the contact-wearing, very casually dressed man walking with them. Walter never left the house without his cowboy boots these days, unless he was going for a run.

"Well, Big Man, let me be your guide to the gay side of town!" Emmett declared and took hold of Walter's arm. Michael and Alex laughed as Walter looked back at them with a worried expression.

"Get 'im, Em!" Alex shouted.

Michael hugged Alex at the door of his comic shop, but Alex asked Walter if they could go in and look. He'd been to Buzzy's, when it was Buzzy's, with Michael before, but wanted to see the new place. He looked around, enjoying the view, then saw the huge display for "Rage." "You make a comic book of Brian?" Alex asked, confused.

"How did you know it was Brian?" Michael asked.

Alex gave him a knowing look, but didn't want to say the actual words in front of Walter. Michael smiled back. Walter stood beside Alex and they looked at the issues of the comic that Michael and Justin authored together. Alex gathered a copy of every issue and took them to the register. Michael smiled, then frowned.

"Sorry, Alex, but this first issue is actually a reprint. We ran out of first issues almost immediately."

"Really? Oh, that's great! Man, I wish I had known, I'd have bought a few. What made you guys want to start a comic series with a gay hero? I think it's just awesome that you're finally doing something that you really love, Mikey."

Emmett, getting impatient, grabbed Walter's arm and said, "Sorry, Mikey, but we have more important shopping to do!"

Laughing and waving, Alex followed the comical pair out of the store and all over Pittsburgh. Well, the Pittsburgh that really mattered to metropolitan gay men. Knowing that Walter loved only him, he felt completely at ease letting Emmett fawn all over Walter, dressing him from the different stores, showing him how to buy pants that showed off his high, tight butt.

"I swear, Walter, I could work out for years and never be in as good condition as you are!" Emmett gushed.

"Well, Walter loves to drink this nasty protein drink and it helps pack on the muscles. He power lifts where I just want to maintain strength for agility. It's essential in our work. I love breaking into those high security buildings and waiting for the CEOs while sitting at their desks reading their hidden porn." Alex smiled, remembering finding that guy who seemed to enjoy erotic toe sucking and videos of guys giving feet the attention Alex gave Walter's cock. Trying the techniques on Walter ended up with his feet beside his ears as Walter pounded into his ass.

As the men finished lunch at a very chic restaurant and walked together back toward Debbie's house, Alex caught site of an old campaign poster of Stockwell. He turned away and quickly grabbed hold of Walter's shoulder.

Walter turned to Alex and saw that his lover had gone pale. He asked, "Baby, what's wrong?" Looking over Alex's shoulder, Walter saw the poster. Emmett looked as well.

"Oh, God, that's one of Brian's posters, before Justin went nuts with his own. I still think he's sexy," Emmett said. "Stockwell is a prick, but sexy."

Walter put his arms around Alex and said, "Emmett, I think our day is concluded. We'll be here for a while, so, can we continue this tour another day? My Baby needs to rest."

Emmett smiled and said, "Of course, I'll...just...see you guys tomorrow."

Walter walked Alex back to Debbie's house and went upstairs to the bedroom they were to share. "That man, Alex, the one on the poster; he's one of the men who raped you, isn't he? And don't deny it; I can see it in your face."

Alex just nodded miserably. He took a deep breath, trying not to cry, willing the tears back into his eyes. "Yes, he raped me, beat me up, and left me for dead. I found some kind of strength to get away, and ran right into Mom's arms. You know the story."

"I do, Baby, I do. You just rest here on the bed, let me pack us up and go to a hotel. OK?"

"Yeah, OK." Alex closed his eyes and tried to rest. He drifted to sleep listening to Walter make their reservations.

OooOooO

He was held down. They were on top of him, in him, around him, creeping down his throat like the black oil, splitting him open, filling him with venomous cum. They cut him with knives, carving away his limbs until there was nothing but his trunk and his screaming head. All the while, the room was filled with laughter, not only of his rapists, but Spender's horrible chuckle that Alex had heard too often in his life. Others joined them. Foster parents, social workers, Mulder, Scully, and Kersh. The final horror was to hear Walter's voice saying, "Look at him. Can you believe he thought I loved him? That he was worth anyone loving him?"

Hands still held him down when he woke. He started to fight before he heard Walter say, "I'm here, love. I'm here. Shhh, Baby, I'm with you. I'll never leave you."

It was his Walter. His lover. As Alex came back into his present, Walter freed him only to wrap his strong arms around Alex's body. Walter was on the bed with him, Alex pushed back, finding Walter's furry chest, his heated groin, his soft, but still ample cock between thighs like pistons. Walter's lips were against Alex's neck, his breath warm against the tender flesh of his throat.

"Don't let me go," Alex begged.

"Is he okay?" Debbie's frightened voice asked; she must have been just outside their door.

"Yeah," Walter answered.

"Angel, do you want Mom?" Debbie asked.

No, he didn't. Alex knew it was terrible, but if Debbie reached for him, he would push her away. Walter was his harbor, his stone. He had left so long ago to protect Debbie, knowing that she was strong, but never as strong as she pretended. Walter was rock. Walter could take him, all of him, the evil he had done, the evil that had been done to him.

Turning, Alex buried his face in his lover's neck. "I need you. God, how I need you, Walter. I don't know how you can stand me this way."

"You're my love," Walter reassured. "We can get through this together. I promise you. We're going to get that bastard."

"The man who raped Lex?" Debbie asked. "He's dead."

"There were two men," Walter explained. "Alex saw a poster that Justin made. The other man was in it."

"Stockwell?" Debbie said, horror in her voice. "You're shitting me! I knew he was terrible, but this? Is Alex sure?"

"I'm not lying now!" Alex said. "Everyone thinks I lie all the time."

"Oh, Angel, I don't think so," Debbie said. She sat down on the bed and put a hand on Alex's shoulder, petting him. She leaned into him until Alex was held between the two people he trusted to care for him.

Gradually, his heart stopped trying to hammer out of his chest and Alex became aware that he was naked. Not the first time Debbie had seen him this way, but he had less excuse now. He also reeked of fear to the point that he couldn't stand his own smell.

"I need a bath," Alex said. "Mom, can I have some of your chicken soup?"

"Yeah, Angel, I have some stock in the freezer and I just made noodles," Debbie said.

"Thanks, Mom," Alex said.

A few minutes later, Alex was crammed into Debbie's bathtub with Walter. He hoped the hotel had a king sized tub. He was spoiled from the one that Walter had commissioned in their house. It was big enough for them to stretch out together and had steps that allowed them to play in the tub. He loved that bath from the first time he had seen it when Walter brought him back from what he thought was his birthday present, a vacation trip to Mexico. Debbie's tub barely fit them both and there wasn't much room to actually wash.

Walter was very willing to do all the work however so Alex lolled in his lover's arms, letting the hot bath relax him and soak away the smell of his fear until all he could smell was good clean flesh.

"I love you," Alex said.

Kissing his neck again, Walter swirled a washcloth around his nipple and said, "You know you rock my world, Alex. Love you more than life."

That made Alex shudder. He said, "Don't fucking say that, Walt. Because I'm not going to live without you. Not one minute longer than it takes to follow you wherever you go."

No argument. Walter said, "Then I will just have to live forever, Baby."

That brought a smile to Alex's face. He said, "Even though I'm a wreck?"

"Anyway you are," Walter said. "Just the same way you take me, even when I have those moods when I seem to have to beat on my chest to prove I'm a man. Even when I flashback to Vietnam and you have to peel me off the ceiling to get me to calm down. We take care of each other, Alex."

"And you really know how to say the right thing," Alex said.

Debbie pounded on the door at that point and said, "Soups on."

"That's Mom," Alex remarked ruefully. "Always knows when to barge in."

"It makes me feel good that you had someone like her when," Walter started. He grimaced and finished, "When you left me."

Walter toweled him dry and Alex returned the favor. Sometimes he thought they were more familiar with each other's bodies than with their own. Finishing with a kiss, they were ready for soup and for Debbie. As ready as you could be for the Pittsburg hurricane.

OooOooO

Debbie fussed at them all the way through the door. She didn't think they would change their minds about the hotel, especially not after Brian called to say he had wrangled the Taj Mahal of executive suites. The damn thing had a marble sunken bath! Debbie wondered if just maybe she could borrow that tub for an afternoon. A bubble bath in a grand tub like that should be worth some mileage with the other PFLAG moms.

"Gone?" Vic asked.

"Yeah," Debbie said. "Where's Rodney? Isn't he going to spend the night?"

"We were going to go out," Vic said. "Might spend the night at his place. Will you be okay alone?"

"I think I'll go check on Lex later," Debbie said. "He's having a rough time."

"Alex has a lover now, Sis," Vic said. "He's going to turn to his Walter more often than he will to you."

"Don't you fucking think I know that?" Debbie said. "Christ, what is it with all of you? Do you think I enjoy mothering the world?"

Vic's smirk was answer enough. Yeah, her brother had her number, but Debbie was happier than she had been for ages. She might have only known Lex for a short time, but she had taken him deep with her heart. She was happy that he was with his Walter, but Alex was still hurting inside. He needed everyone in his corner that he could get.

Narrowing her eyes, Debbie picked up the phone. There was someone who was her more than willing ally in any of her noble quests. Justin was as idealistic as she was. This time Stockwell was going all the way down.

OooOooO

Walter had applied the best sedative in his bag of tricks. A good hard fucking had exhausted Alex to the point that the only muscles working on his body were the ones that had him smiling in his sleep.

The suite had a separate working area and that was where Walter went. He had managed to get some words out of Alex, a bit more about what happened. His final comment was a huge surprise. He wanted Mulder to help and told Walter to go ahead and tell his former agent what happened.

Walter kept his anger from his body and his voice, but he was fighting the urge to run through this town, confronting everyone and anything that might have hurt his lover.

"Foxhole," Mulder's laconic voice answered. "What kind of flak you sending my way?"

"Mulder, they're going to have your ass if you keep answering the phone that way," Walter lectured.

"Not any more," Mulder remarked. "I finally learned to play dirty. I'm under serious protection. What's up, Walter?"

"How busy are you?" Walter asked.

"Not very," Mulder replied. "All the spooks and extry-terrestials seemed to be holiday. What can I do for you? Is your private haunt leaking ectoplasm?"

Mulder thought it funny to pretend that Alex had really died. He persisted in claiming that Alex was a vampire or something and it had taken a shouting match to keep him from checking Walter's neck at odd intervals. Mulder had a child inside him that should have spent a century in a corner.

"Get serious, Mulder," Walter said. "I need your help and... yes, it does happen to be about Alex."

The sordid story spilled out. Thank God that Mulder decided to leap onto his white horse and don his knightly armor.

"That reeks of the old days," Mulder said. "We can't let the guy get away with it. Is Alex willing to press charges or does he want us to go after this guy personally?"

Mulder sounded almost as angry as Walter felt. He was glad that Alex had wanted Mulder's help. Alex's friends might be loving and they certainly wanted to help him, but Walter needed someone who he trusted to help him. Normally the only person he trusted this much was Alex, but his lover was hurting badly. Mulder could help investigate and help Walter protect Alex from Stockwell and his friends.

"Well?" Mulder said, sounding impatient.

"He says that it wouldn't be any use. It would be his word against Stockwell and who would believe him?" Walter replied.

"I'm coming down. Get me a room," Mulder said.

"Mulder?" Walter said. "Alex is not in good emotional shape. He stuffed this part of his past into a box and never dealt with it. He doesn't need your rapier wit slicing new wounds."

"And I don't need you to tell me that," Mulder said. "I know how to work with victims and that's what Krycek is in this case. He wouldn't have asked for me if he didn't think I was the one who could help."

"Thanks, Mulder," Walter said.

"Yeah, I owe you, Walt," Mulder replied.

Hanging up the phone, Walter took a deep breath. He had pushed Alex hard to get him to agree to at least try to build a case. Stockwell was still police chief. He had power. What he had done once could happen again and next time, the victim might not survive.

OooOooO

Fucking hell. It felt like he was coming out of a three day drunk. His hole was still pulsing, a little sore from the prolonged fucking. He didn't want to move yet. He looked through his lashes toward his lover. Walter was on the phone again.

It had been a mistake to tell him about the rape. If only he hadn't let Debbie's e-mail suck him in, bring him back here.

All those years of trying to become a guy tough enough for what had happened to never happen again and Walter took it all away. How the hell did Walter do it? How did he get so far inside Alex that Alex had no defenses left.

Walter always said he would take care of Alex. Walter always did. There was just some part of Alex that never believed that people you loved stayed. It just wasn't his experience.

Still wearing nothing more than his tight white briefs, Walter said, "Mulder's on his way."

What in fucking hell? Alex tumbled out of bed and said, "You sent for Mulder? You told Mulder!"

Cringing inside, Alex could already hear Mulder's laughter. He had always had a way of getting under Alex's skin and saying things that hurt like hell.

Like when Alex was sitting on that crate, all that boom boom under his ass. Mulder had been going on about how Alex was going to be raped in prison and Alex had just about freaked. It was just Mulder. Mulder had a big perve for the prison rape scene. Mulder needed to be fucked so badly so he would stop venting his frustration on people in his custody. Somehow those thoughts had not occurred to Alex at that time. He had been falling apart inside, remembering the night it happened and scared to death that the rest of his life was going to be like that, one rape after another.

"Why Mulder?" Alex raged. "I don't want him here."

Walter had this big dumb kicked dog expression on his face. He opened his mouth then closed it, his lips going tight. He said, "You asked for me to send for him. You said you wanted him to help us get Stockwell. You want me to call him back and say you changed your mind?"

Oh shit, it was coming back to Alex now. He had done it. He had asked Walter to send for Mulder. Mulder was an asshole, but Alex respected him. He knew Mulder would hate what Stockwell stood for, the abuse of power, the hurting of innocents. Mulder would never let it go now.

"I remember now," Alex said. "Come here, Walter, lie down with me. Hold me."

Not wanting to talk, not wanting to do or think or experience anything, but the safety of his lover's arms, Alex lay back on the bed. Walter's scent, the familiar shape of his arm, the fur on his chest that bristled against Alex's face when he used him for a pillow were all that anchored him.

"I can be strong enough for both of us," Walter said.

Nice mind reading trick, Walter, Alex thought. Taking one deep breath after another, Alex fought with himself. He wasn't that kid anymore. He wasn't Lex. He was stronger. He had fought Spender. He had fought and helped defeat the aliens, the project, all those evil old men. He had lived through hell and he had come to a hard won paradise with the man he loved. There was just this last demon to face and Alex realized he wouldn't have to face it alone. He had his Walter. He had Debbie, Ted, Michael, and, like it or not, in a few hours, he would have Mulder on his side. Why did that scare the shit out of him?

OooOooO

Walter thought that Alex should stay with Debbie when he picked Mulder up from the airport. The man said he was bringing equipment with him, enough to make the SUV Walter had rented the best idea for transportation. Besides, the drive would give Walter a chance to lay out a few facts...such as the fact that Mulder was to keep his mouth in check, treat Alex with respect as Walter's partner, and to work the case without any inappropriate comments to the victim or Mulder would find Walter's foot up his ass.

All of that was a tall order for a man who was not mellowing with age. Mulder rode a tall horse now. He had won and he was the media darling, but that hadn't quite taken away the sting of all the years of being Spooky Mulder. If anything, Mulder didn't even try to be respectful to most of the upper ranks these days. They kept calling Walter and asking how to handle his wandering boy. They didn't get the answer they wanted. Mulder respected Walter because he had earned that respect. It hadn't come easy either.

Alex however was just about as bullheaded as Mulder. He was going to the airport. He was not taking any shit from Mulder. This was his investigation more than it was anyone else's.

"But it's snowing," Walter said.

"And I lived in Russia in the winter," Alex said. "I'm going. That's it. And I'm not riding in back after we pick up Mulder!"

Of course, Mulder wasn't riding in the back either. Alex ended up jammed in between his lover and his best enemy. Walter prayed that there were few red lights and that no one threw a punch with him behind the wheel on an icy road.

However, Mulder wasn't seeing his old enemy. His eyes sparkled with the light of crusade. The man was a born fanatic. In another time, he would have been either burned for a witch or been the one that hunted them. With Mulder's luck, he would have been both.

"I pulled as much as I could on the case. It's cold. They tried to hide as much as they could, but they haven't been up against the Gunmen. There's enough to build a pattern and it's not a pretty one," Mulder said. "It wasn't just Krycek and Jason Kemp. There have been other prosti...there were other rapes and they didn't all die. One of the kids lived, but he ended up in a psych ward. He's still there, completely withdrawn.

"Krycek...Alex, we have to get this guy. He's like the old men. He's the kind of man my father was," Mulder said. He was turned toward Alex, his face very intense. "Men like him must not have power. He needs to pay for what he's done to those boys. He has to pay for what he did to you."

Moving toward Walter, Alex said, "Like you care, Mulder."

"Why the fuck would I jump on a plane and come if I didn't care?" Mulder spat. "I care about Walter and I know what hurts you, hurts him. You know I care about those kids. I don't like to see kids hurt."

"Yeah, I know," Alex said. "I guess that's why I asked Walter even if I didn't remember it later."

"You're having memory problems?" Mulder asked.

Walter knew that Alex hated to admit to weakness, but finally he said, "Yeah, blacking out on some stuff."

"Acute trauma," Mulder said. "You never had a chance to let yourself heal and now it's coming back around and hitting along side of the head."

"Thanks for the diagnosis, Doc," Alex remarked.

When Walter's lover and Fox Mulder were around each other, it was a school yard brawl in the making. This time, Mulder didn't let Alex goad him. He said, "Denial isn't going to work, Alex." Mulder grinned and said, "Neither is picking a fight with me going to distract me. You're going to get through this, all the way through with my help, whether you want it or not. First of all, we're going to punish the man who hurt you and then, Walter will help you heal."

Maybe Mulder had his moments. Walter saw Alex slowly nod before leaning back, his right hand reached across to anchor on Walter's thigh.

OooOooO

"No," Walter argued. "He told me everything. Why put him through it again?"

They had been arguing every since coming back to the hotel. Alex sat on the bed, arms around his knees, uncharacteristically silent when it came to a discussion about his business.

"Because he needs to be interviewed professionally," Mulder said.

"Since when am I not a professional?" Walter asked. "I have years of experience on you."

"You're his lover," Mulder said. "That's why in this case; you're not able to be objective. Let me do my job, Walter. That's why you both wanted me here."

Walter hated it when Mulder was right. He fumed, standing in front of Alex as if to shield him from a physical threat.

"He's right," Alex said. "I have to do this. I have to face it."

"Where do you want to talk?" Walter asked, remembering that when Alex had told him, he wanted to be outside where he could pace and not feel trapped.

"Safest place I can be," Alex said. "You hold me, Walter. Just hold me tight."

"I will, Baby," Walter said. He jutted his jaw at Mulder, challenging him to react to the endearment.

Mulder didn't take the bait. He carefully set up a tape recorder before taking a seat some distance from the bed where Alex chose to sit. Walter was wrapped around his lover, supporting him physically. Even so, Alex reached back to hold onto him.

"Let's start with coming to Pittsburg," Mulder said. "Spender had just tried to kill you."

OooOooO

Mulder had heard the story of how Spender tried to kill Alex a dozen times or more. The media had eaten every detail up and then broadcast them to the world. Spender's treatment of his men had probably contributed to his defeat. He tried to keep them in terror with the end result that they all secretly hoped for his death.

"I hadn't slept much nor had much to eat," Alex said. "I didn't have any money. What little I had on me I spent getting this far. The trucker dropped me in front of Woody's. I guess he had some pretty good gaydar. Pegged me right away."

Alex could remember everything that happened up to the time of the rape. How Woody's smelled of beer, peanuts, and horny guys...

The look in the man's eyes when he looked at Alex still chilled Alex after all these years. He had seen Alex as prey, something he could use and discard, a toy to bring to the man he really wanted.

"You weren't there, Mulder, it wasn't happening to you," Alex said. "I was desperate. The only reason I didn't lie down and die was because that was what Spender wanted."

"I understand," Mulder said, nodding, his voice gentle. "Let's keep going. You walk into the place. What does it look like?"

"A place, shabby, carpet on the floor," Alex said. "Paneling, it's a little crooked here and there. Staples not right. There's a card table, coffee rings on it. Old futon with some stains on the cover. I don't like the place. There was a smell..."

"What kind of smell?" Mulder asked. "Blood? Decay? Mold?"

"No, a strong cleaner like the guys who clean up crime scenes used," Alex said. "It was exactly like that."

"Was the paneling like do it yourself home repair?" Mulder asked.

"Yeah, the man who picked me up goes in the bathroom. I'm tired. I want to get the thing over because I'm getting cold feet. I'm wondering if I can con the guy so I don't really have to do anything. Why is he taking so long in the bathroom?" Alex said, his voice losing some of the rasp that afflicted it since the silo and the Tunguskan forest. His voice sounded more like the Alex that Mulder had first met.

"What happened next, Alex," Mulder said, his voice gentle, almost seductive.

"Hear something behind me when I'm looking out the window. He's going to...He hit me with something. I have to escape. I need help. My head!" Alex screamed, his eyes tightly squeezed.

"It's all right, Alex. Remember, it's just the past," Mulder said. "You're here with Walter. You're safe."

"Why does he have to go through this again?" Walter asked.

"We need something, a handle, some way to find evidence," Mulder said. "Alex, let's go back now. Where are you when you wake up?" His voice continued to be very calm, monotone, almost hypnotic.

"Handcuffed to a bed frame, someone's on top of me. Oh, fuck, he's raping me. No, I can't. I only let Walter do that! He's taking what belongs to Walter!" Alex said, moaning with the horror of his memories.

"He can't touch what really belongs to Walter," Mulder said. "He can't take your love for Walter from you. Stay with me a bit, Alex. You were a good agent. You had a head for details. How tall was he?"

"Two of them," Alex said. "One not so heavy. He's older. He has a harder time keeping it up. He pulls it out without coming. The other guy gets on me. He's tall, strong."

"As tall as you?" Mulder asked.

"Yeah, but he's heavy. He crushes me. Not fat heavy. Heavy like he works out a lot. Muscle. He smells like sweat. His hands are hard. Gun calloused. He shoots a lot and something else. Edge of his hand is hard, too," Alex said. "When he's done, the other guy gets back on me. Now he's really excited. He's fucking me so hard. Think it was watching the other guy. I'm all torn up. I'm bleeding all over. I think they want me dead."

"Okay, Alex, you're doing fine," Mulder said. "What else do you remember?"

"They put me in a body bag...no, I think it was just a big garbage bag. They dropped me on the floor and I'm scrabbling to get away. I don't want to die, not like this. I don't want be garbage. My hand scrapes something. It's metal. I look. It's a badge. It's a fucking police badge. These guys were cops!" Alex said. "Then one of them kicks me in the head. I go black for a moment, but I'm trying to hold on because if I pass out, I'm dead."

"What happened to the badge?" Mulder said. "Did you take it?"

"Yeah, when the other cops find me, maybe it will be evidence. I hold onto it tightly, but when they try to dump me, somebody turns on the lights. They drop me and I lost the badge," Alex said.

"Shit," Mulder said. "That would be conclusive evidence."

"I found it later," Alex said. "I put it under the roof of Michael's tree house. It might be still there," Alex said.

"We'll look later," Walter said. "He's had enough. We're going to take a nap. You should get some rest too, Mulder."

"No, I need a native guide," Mulder said. "Should I call this Debbie?"

"Have Justin do it," Alex said wearily. "Justin is on a crusade to get Stockwell anyway."

Curled up in Walter's arms, Alex seemed incredibly young and fragile. Walter held on tight, wishing he could have been there for his lover the first time. There was so much pain that they could have been spared.

OooOooO

"I got good looking men coming out of the woodwork," Debbie crowed when Justin brought the new one over.

The FBI agent smiled and said, "I'm glad to meet you, Mrs. Novotny. I'm Agent Mulder. Walter Skinner and Alex Krycek asked me to help out here."

"You going to help us nail Stockwell?" Debbie asked.

"Right into a coffin," Mulder said. "Alex remembered that he put a piece of evidence in Michael's tree house. I want to see if it's still there."

"Sure, go right ahead," Debbie said. "It will ruin your suit thought. Neighborhood kids still use that place. I don't have the heart to stop them."

Mulder had a very nice smile. Despite his crooked nose and pointy chin, he still was to die for. However, Debbie sniffed. Yeah, she thought he was playing for the other team, too. Damn, what did she do? Exude some kind of chemical attractant for gay men?

You would have thought the man was twelve the way he went up that tree. Justin followed, taking his time to appreciate the view. Brian had just what he deserved in that brat, Debbie thought, two birds of a feather.

Climbing around as if he was part monkey, Mulder almost fell out of the tree to search the top of the tree house. He said, "Mrs. Novotny?"

"Call me Deb!" Debbie said. "Good grief, I'm not that old!"

"You said that kids play in here? We need to talk to them. See if any of them found something, a badge,"

"Okay, I'll get them when they come home from school," Debbie said.

"Just ask them if they found a toy badge," Mulder said. "Give them this if they can find it."

Mulder waved a ten dollar bill at Debbie. "They would do it for a dollar, too," Debbie remarked. "Money don't grow on trees."

The man just grinned at her.

OooOooO

Walter's arm had gone numb long ago, but he was afraid to move. Alex was asleep in his arms, tender lips parted, eyelids dusky with sleep, eyelashes so long and thick that Walter still couldn't believe they were real. One of Alex's fists curled loosely against Walter's chest. Walter would have been willing to hold his lover forever.

His lover stirred now, startling, but then as he saw Walter, Alex's face relaxed. "Hey," Alex said.

"Hey, sleeping beauty," Walter said.

"Mulder on the job?" Alex asked.

"Yes, he didn't want to wait for you. He went to search the tree house," Walter explained.

"Always so fucking impatient," Alex said. Stretching out, Alex said, "Walter, I want to go see that kid."

"What kid?" Walter asked.

"The one that cracked up after being raped," Alex said.

"That's not a good idea," Walter said.

"I want to do it," Alex insisted. He shook his head and said, "No, I need to do it. I have to do it with you or without you."

"I don't think you can just go waltzing in and ask to see a minor mental health patient," Walter cautioned.

"I bet Tekumi could get me in," Alex replied. "Tekumi probably knows about the kid. Face it, Walter. I love how you take care of me, but I'm Krycek. I know how to make things happen." Alex smiled at Walter. "When I remember that I'm not Lex anymore. It's been a long time since I was that frightened kid."

Walter said. "All right. You may not believe this, but I love you. I love all of you, not just my Baby. I love the man you are. I love the man you were."

Kissing Alex's hand, Walter raised his eyes to meet Alex's. "I believe you," Alex said.

Getting up, Alex groaned and said, "I hope they don't notice that I'm walking funny when we get there."

OooOooO

"Jesse, someone is here to see you," Tekumi said.

The boy didn't move. Long hair hid his face. His arms were scarred, mottled with track marks, straight scars that Alex had seen on more than one wrist when he had been in group care for a while between foster homes. There were pocked round craters, older than the other wounds that Alex recognized as cigarette burns, and twisted scars that showed the kid had been tied tight and had fought the ropes desperately. Alex's left wrist would have been scarred like that from the cuffs if it had not rotted in Tunguska.

"Jesse, these men want to talk to you," Tekumi said.

Alex moved around in front of the kid. The only thing that showed he was alive and aware was a subtle withdrawal. The boy wore a clean white tee shirt and faded Levis. His tennis shoes were white, too; cheap cloddish things no teenager would wear willingly. They had Velcro straps, no laces. Kid was a suicide risk.

Animal eyes gazed from beneath the shaggy bangs. Alex said, "You have to fight it, kid. You put yourself in a cage in your head and they won. You never let them win."

A hand came out, exploring Alex's face before the kid threw himself across the room, trying to cram under the bed that was fastened to the wall. Tekumi shook his head when the orderly brought a needle.

"Give him a chance to come out of it on his own," Tekumi said. "Come on, Alex, I'll walk you and Walter out." Nodding at the orderly, Tekumi said, "Just watch him. He's been able to calm himself more often recently."

Tekumi borrowed a friend's office to talk. He moved around, pouring coffee, opening the blinds, while he waited for Alex to talk.

"That could have been me," Alex said.

"You mean after what happened?" Tekumi said.

"No, I mean if I hadn't had halfway decent foster parents," Alex said. "If I hadn't been caught every time I ran. What's the kid's background?"

"Severe physical and sexual abuse in the home," Tekumi said. "Placed in foster care at ten, but it didn't work out. Too much for foster parents to handle. Moved twenty-seven times until one day he walked out of the state foster care office and no one went looking. Arrested six times for solicitation. It didn't stop him. Nothing stopped him until the day he picked up the wrong john. They found him in a dumpster with the belt of a robe around his neck. I suppose they thought he was dead or just didn't care. He lived, but he's never talked about what happened. He says a few words now and again. Likes to play video games. Other than that, he sits in that room and lives in his nightmare."

"Fuck," Walter said. "Fucking bastards."

"Yes," Tekumi said. "You have that right."

"It's going to happen," Alex said. "We're going to get Stockwell for what he did to that kid."

"For what he did to you too, Alex," Walter reminded.

"Maybe," Alex said. He stood up, handed Tekumi a handful of cash and added, "Buy the kids a Play Station and a shit load of games. Some new shoes, too. Have to be something that looks like a kid would wear that doesn't have laces. I hated it when I wore shoes like that when I was a foster kid."

OooOooO

Mulder's round up hadn't helped. He was still at Debbie's though, half-way through what looked like more than a quarter of a cherry pie.

"Jesus, Mulder, you're going to get fat," Alex remarked. Then looking at Debbie, he said, "Mom, any more of that?"

"You bet, sit right down," Debbie said. "Right out of the oven with the best vanilla ice cream on the planet."

"Alex doesn't like vanilla," Mulder said, muffled from a big bite.

"Mulder," Walter warned. "I warned you."

"It's okay, Walter," Alex said, "It's just the way he is."

Under his breath, Alex added, "An asshole."

"Angel," Debbie said. "Be good. Mulder's trying to help you."

"Angel?" Mulder said, almost choking on his pie.

"Here let me help you," Walter said, pounding on Mulder's back hard enough to render him speechless for a few minutes.

The pie distracted Alex and Mulder went back to filling his face as well, making little noises of ecstasy as he ate. Peace and quiet, Walter thought, not to mention a damn good cherry pie.

After they ate, Alex insisted on looking himself. Of course, he did. Walter thought that he would have died of stress faster if the two of them had stayed partners. They would have driven him nuts!

Climbing down, Alex had cobwebs in his hair. A crow cawed at him, sounding very pissed off.

Laughing, Debbie said, "Never mind him. He and his mate nest at the top of that tree. He thinks he owns the place."

Walter contented himself with dusting off his lover, smoothing dead leaves, the cobwebs, and a smudge of tree resin from Alex's face.

"It's been a long time since you put that badge there," Mulder said, "Could be some older kid took the badge and moved away."

"I did have it," Alex said. "I put it there."

"Yeah, I believe you," Mulder said. "Justin and I are going to go talk to some street kid that Michael has hanging around. I'm curious as to whether Stockwell has totally abandoned his behavior since his partner died or if it continues."

"He's been in the public eye," Debbie said. She shook her head and one of her large and flashy earrings flew from her ears.

Before Debbie could get it, the crow flew down and grabbed it. Alex chased the bird, trying to save it, but the bird flew just out of reach until he surged upwards and landed at the top of a telephone pole. He sat there with the earring in his claw, cawing at them in triumph.

"Damn bird steals everything," Debbie remarked, taking the other earring from her ear.

Mulder scooped up a small rock, balanced it in his palm, grinned, and spun back to lob it at the bird, almost scoring a direct hit. The earring fell and Alex finished the good deed by rescuing it from the branches of a rosebush. "There you go," Mulder said. "See, Walter, we can work together. This is how it's going to be. We're all three going to pull together and get Stockwell. He's going to jail for a long, long time."

This time, Mulder avoided the obvious and refrained from painting one of his Bubba cellmate scenarios. They returned to the house where Justin waited.

"I'm going to go interview that kid," Mulder said. "I think it's better to keep it to just Justin and myself. If he gives us any leads, we'll go talk to some of the street hustlers who might have run into Stockwell or his partner."

"Alex and I going to go out," Walter said. "I want to get his mind off things for a while."

Walter gave his lover a look that told him that there wasn't going to be an argument. "We promised Emmett that we would go to Babylon with him. We're going."

"Only if you dance with me," Alex said, smiling at Walter.

"You got it," Walter promised. "We're going to relax and forget about everything for the night."

OooOooO

Mulder and Justin walked down the street toward Michael and Ben's building. Mulder thought the young man was very handsome, almost prettier than Krycek. He also knew that Justin was spoken for. Furthermore, Mulder kept telling himself that now was not the time to question if how straight he was.

Standing beside Justin as they waited for the door to open, Mulder thought briefly about taking the lithe young body in his arms...

"Fuck, what?" came the shout from inside the apartment. The door was yanked open by a thin, blond man dressed only in his white briefs. "What the fuck do you want, twink-boy?" he asked.

"Hunter, this is Special Agent Fox Mulder of the F.B.I. He wants to talk to you. Are Michael and Ben home?" Justin asked.

"Hunter? Who's at the door?" Ben called out, coming out of the kitchen. "Justin...what's going on?"

"Hi, Ben. This is Special Agent Fox Mulder. He wants to talk to Hunter about Jason Kemp."

"Fuck no," Hunter stated, retreating into the apartment. "I talked to enough people about that little fag."

Ben invited the two men in and served the water they agreed to. Hunter had slammed his bedroom door closed, which wouldn't stop Mulder. Michael came out of the other bedroom and looked up at Mulder. "Um...Justin?"

"I'm Special Agent Fox Mulder of the F.B.I," Mulder announced, pulling his badge out. "I'm investigating the serial rapes and murders in this area over the last decade. I was told that Hunter, your foster son, knew one of the victims, and had helped find one of the suspects."

"Hunter has stopped hustling," Ben announced. "He's a good kid."

"I'm not denying that or implying otherwise," Mulder explained. "But I believe that Jason Kemp's murderers, and Alex Krycek's rapists are the same men. Now, regardless of the fact that Ken Reichert is dead, there is another man out there who very well may have helped in Jason Kemp's murder, and also in Alex's rape and attempted murder."

"So, what?" Michael questioned. "The F.B.I. comes out for stuff like this?" The look on Michael's face was three steps past dubious.

"The serial nature of the crimes warrants the bureau to investigate. I will be enquiring with the local police as to why the bureau was not consulted when a pattern was detected."

"I wouldn't do that," Ben interjected. "Ken Reichert and the chief of the Pittsburgh PD were once partners. You will be shut down."

"Mister...."